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2012-02-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

Favourite thing to do: Striking off items on my To-Do list.

2012-02-11T02:03:00.002+08:00

FINALLY DONE WITH LEGAL MEMO!!!!

It's most ridiculous because I've been trying to add words while everyone else were most desperately trying to cut words.

Strange.

2012-02-10T12:34:00.002+08:00

This is how school life should be;

Sleep is too wonderful,

I just woke up.

Have I said enough how I really love this sem's timetable?

I get an average of 8 hours of sleep daily.

And there are days when I sneak 10 and wake up at hours such as this.

Coming back to reality,

I've got so many assignments due next week!!

With Legal Memo, Tort presentation and Idea journal forming the bulk.

Despite it all,

it's a wonder how life is still good.

And I'm proud to say I haven't broken down since Sem 2 started.

\m/

On another note,

celebrated Byje's birthday last night.

I guess I won't talk about how sian it is all of us are growing old,

but I love Byje of 10 years!

2012-02-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

Incessant cravings for LE Beancurd Tarts during BGS got me walking all the way from school to Middle Road and back again.

The things we do for senseless cravings.

So good.

Happy tummy.

2012-02-07T09:33:00.002+08:00

This is dreadful,

I need 9 - 12 hours of sleep everyday.

2012-02-04T00:40:00.000+08:00

School from 8.30am - 6.45pm tomorrow,

what a bother.

It's a Saturday for Pete's sake!

2012-02-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

The two things in life that never fail to make me happy are Captains' Ball and Bridge.

I wonder when I'd ever get sick of them?

Possibly never.

I am happy today.

2012-02-02T02:28:00.002+08:00

So sleepy but need to persevere on and finish my part for Contract presentation.

Doesn't help that I'm doing the topic on Frustration,

sure makes me more frustrated.

C'est la vie.

2012-02-01T02:01:00.001+08:00

One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple.

- Psalm 27:4

2012-02-01T01:37:00.002+08:00

The school most wanted to quit: Law School.

Ugh, staying up way past 1am trying to finish up my readings for the next day sure makes me damn angsty.

Sometimes, I wonder why I even bother putting myself through such torment?

Then again, I don't know doing what else in life would make me happier.

Sighhh.

2012-01-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

Good dinner at Peperoni's with Yiling and Yaanmeng.

It's moments like this when I wanna smack myself a million times for doing everything else but my readings,

but I'm not regretting it one bit.

2012-01-31T00:44:00.003+08:00

An old friend of mine just told me,

"Last time I didn't appreciate you scolding someone for bullying another, but now I do."

Scoreeeeeeee.

2012-01-29T20:48:00.001+08:00

I am going blind reading cases on the laptop.

)':

2012-01-29T03:18:00.003+08:00

Steamboat with God's People at Grace's yesterday evening,

fellowship time with the small group is always good.

Steamboat again and a little blackjack at Jarold's this evening.

Enough Cheese Tofus to last me next til next Chinese New Year.

I miss this bunch of friends so much,

am glad I went today even though I've 1298239047321804 readings to complete and 2 presentations coming up.

Ugh I hate my really screwed up body clock,

I sleep at 5am everyday and wake up at 2pm.

This is so nonsense.

I guess Chinese New Year ends here,

need to get into the mode of studying!!!

2012-01-28T00:10:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, I miss playing Netball.

Once upon a time, it meant everything to me.

2012-01-26T14:34:00.002+08:00

Should I invest in an iPad to do my readings?

But is it equally as harmful to my eyes as reading from the MacBook?

2012-01-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

Three weeks of hell to come,

wish me luck!

2012-01-25T01:32:00.004+08:00

I just realised that I really love Tort law,

even though it's just the start and it's too soon to say,

but I find it really interesting and my prof is so nice.

Hahaha additionally Tort Law is fun because you get to read cases like Andrea De Cruz Slim Ten case,

cheap thrill.

2012-01-24T17:05:00.002+08:00

I feel a sore throat coming,

no more Chinese New Year goodies for the rest of the week.

Should I feel pathetic that I'm home doing my readings while the friends are at Zijie's house playing?

Stupid readings,

thank God I like Torts and it's interesting.

2012-01-22T18:30:00.001+08:00

Lame, it starts to rain when Chinese New Year is coming.

How to do visiting now?

2012-01-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought I was going to starve to death,

I found gold in the freezer.

Haagen Dazs Macadamia Nut and Strawberry,

both my favourite flavors!

2012-01-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

Between who you are and who you could be;

Spent my Friday evening with the favourite girls from S28.

Days like these never get old.

Went shopping with Zijie this afternoon,

and he's a good shopping buddy except for the fact that he asks me to buy everything!!

I spent 200$ this Chinese New Year shopping,

happy because it's well within my budget,

sad because I didn't buy any dresses.

Very coincidentally met Glenn on the train home and he happened to have two complimentary tickets to Voyage de la Vie,

so I caught it with him at Resorts World.

It's a pretty neat circus,

the acrobatic stunts are jaw dropping.

Worth every cent if I had paid.

I really want to watch Wicked though,

who wants to go with me?

Reunion dinner with the family at Pasir Ris.

Can't wait for Chinese New Year,

though I'm getting damn fat on the tarts.

I finished half a bottle of Cheese cookies in one day,

ohno...

2012-01-20T02:08:00.002+08:00

I'm skyping Amanda now and it's pretty lame cos I'm watching her sleep,

so stalkerish.

Funny how I should be the one sleeping instead considering it's 2am here and about 6pm in UK.

On another note,

the weather these days have been so insanely hot.

Really, I remember it raining every single day last January.

What happened?!

2012-01-19T14:05:00.001+08:00

Thursday's like Friday;

It's been a strangely good week at school,

I realised that the timetable for this sem is really good cos it only deprives me of sleep on one night.

So I guess I'm enjoying school til the presentations kick in.

Went shopping yesterday,

though I'm still lacking clothes for Chinese New Year.

Retail therapy never fails to feel good,

apart from the aches it leaves in my calf muscles.

I'm at Rochester Starbucks now and it's such a pretty, chill place.

Just nice to study.

First steamboat of the festive season with the s28 girls tomorrow,

can't wait!

2012-01-18T14:03:00.001+08:00

Wikipedia playing punk today.

2012-01-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

No motivation to do my readings for Contract class tomorrow,

should I just sleep?

I'm so tempted to do just that.

2012-01-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

I'm so sleepy but I haven't done finish my case brief for LRW tomorrow.

2012-01-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

Ahh I've been having such a bad headache today,

even in my dreams,

strange I know.

God's People retreat over the weekend was really good,

personally I really really hope to see this grow old and spiritually together,

I really love my wonderful small group.

God's People.

Besides that, I had Amaths tuition on Saturday too,

I can't trigo to save my life.

Do you still remember R-formula?!

Celebrated Alastair's birthday this evening.

Dinner at Food for Thought at Botanic Gardens and desserts at Brunetti's.

I've been having too little sleep,

and I haven't been doing my readings.

This is not gonna be a good week in school.

2012-01-13T01:46:00.001+08:00

I just realised I don't have new clothes for CNY next next week.

Desperate need to go shopping this weekend.

2012-01-12T03:33:00.003+08:00

The week's been decent,

last day of work week tomorrow.

How can anyone not love 4-day work weeks?

Needless to say,

I'm drowning in my readings already.

Serves me right cos I didn't start during the holidays.

Other than that,

I've been enjoying school.

Not because it's great but because I'm resolved to making my uni life better by taking a positive outlook.

Besides school,

God's People retreat this weekend.

I'm hoping it'd be good.

2012-01-10T00:51:00.002+08:00

The feeling you get when it's 12.51am and you've got an 8.30am class the next morning and you can't complete your readings.

Best thing to do: QT and sleep.

2012-01-10T00:01:00.001+08:00

That He's looking for a heart of service.

2012-01-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

Nothing beats a good first day of school;

So I've got a really lovely LRW prof.

She's so nice and engaging.

Four piece of good happenings to the family today:

1. It was Daddy's birthday!

2. Joel received decent results for O's to get into the course he wants to. I think nothing beats having the liberty to choose whatever course you want having done well.

3. Laura received an assignment to choreograph a piece for SYF

4. The security guard called me and said I didn't have to pay any charges for scratching the guy's car at Dover Park View! [Secretly thinks it's cos he won 4D that night cos my brother's car plate number came out second prize]

There you have it,

my good day.

2012-01-09T02:26:00.002+08:00

Be thou exalted;

First day of sem two starts tomorrow,

and I've a pretty good idea of how I want this sem to go.

Take my five loaves and two fishes,

do with it as You will,

I surrender.

Take my fears and my inhibitions,

all my burdens, my ambitions,

You can use it all to feed them all.

2012-01-06T00:44:00.001+08:00

The best thing to do now would possibly to have an early night.

Good night world.

2012-01-05T00:38:00.002+08:00

This made me laugh until my stomach ached last night.

Salad on naming USS album.

alastair_tan: @salzchua "blessing from the sky in the form of a handphone" *question mark question mark*

nathanaelyau: @salzchua "USS: the flying handphone" I don't even...

alastair_tan: @salzchua handphone to the knee. you guys got to be more creative than that.

alastair_tan: @salzchua the best title would be "we love alastair" This one really no shit sherlock.

nathanaelyau: This is good RT @alastair_tan: @salzchua handphone to the knee. really?!

salzchua: @nathanaelyau @alastair_tan omg seriously. I was looking forward to better things. SCOREEE!!

alastair_tan: @salzchua "cheryl is a pretty girl" Salad, Alastair really thinks you're pretty, he told me that day.

alastair_tan: @salzchua "please get off the car" We tried to pose on one of the car and the security chased us off.

alastair_tan: @salzchua "I would rather have 20 free express passes than a free handphone from the sky" This guy tries too hard sometimes.

nathanaelyau: @salzchua howabout NatYau the miraculous early bird. Good you know you are always late. But really..

alastair_tan: @salzchua "this is what offs are for" hahahaha. This man really sad life.

2012-01-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

Twenty twelve.

Couldn't find a better way to spend the past few days,

I've been having more fun than I could possibly remember in the last year.

So there was Amanda's farewell at Swissotel on New Year's Day.

Well you can never go wrong with good company,

barely slept that night.

If I can recall,

lots of photo taking, the game werewolves, walking out for supper, worshipping in the middle of nowhere at 4am, htht with the girls and Alastair, and just spending time with beautiful friends.

You know the thing that sets this friendships apart the most,

is that our friendships are God-centered.

I don't quite know how to describe it,

but it's just so amazing.

I crashed for 16 hours the next day,

sleep is bliss as well.

Spent the third day of the new year at Universal Studios with the same company!

Anything that's magical makes me go weak over my knees.

Highlight of the day would possibly be the flying phone that flew out of the roller coaster and got us free express pass for the rides!

Very exhausting day but very fun nevertheless.

Took a million pictures too.

And I personally feel it's worth it for every cent you spend at Universal Studios.

Actually, a picture post would better describe what I've been up to the last few days.

Just that uploading pictures onto Facebook is robbing whatever time I've got plus I've been up to a secret mission that took away my entire morning / afternoon.

Looking at my itinerary,

I've got to complete some readings, plan for God's People retreat and upload finish USS pictures before leaving the house tomorrow.

Other than that,

There's karaoke with FACT and Jiayi tomorrow afternoon followed by Cuifen's 21st.

High tea with Gina and Amanda's send-off on Friday.

Anyway I just realised this post is grossly wordy so I'm sorry to have bored you dear reader.

Pictures up soon.

Last shout out: School's starting on Monday!!! Noooooooo!!!!!!

2011-12-31T03:13:00.004+08:00

Thought I publish one more post,

that the year is coming to an end.

Read finished Safe Haven by Sparks a couple of nights ago,

in less than three hours.

(Salad says I read fast, law school has trained me well heehee)

Beautiful read as usual,

I love Sparks,

he makes me such a hopeless romantic.

2011-12-31T03:03:00.002+08:00

I really really don't want school to start.

): ): ):

I look at how happy I've been the last month,

and I think of how everything's gonna be taken away from me in less than a week.

Nooooo...

2011-12-31T01:21:00.003+08:00

December always makes me feel like a different person living a different life;

Mom's fault that I'm not at the dinner at Jarold's now.

Her selfishness leaves me speechless.

Apart from the horrible ending,

the day was good.

FACT's Annual Christmas get together cum CherylKoh's birthday celebration in the afternoon.

Lunch at Wild Honey,

though I would opine it isn't as fantastic as raved.

Definitely not worth the wait,

though it is still good food.

Spent the other half of the day / night with Zijie.

He treated me to an all expense paid trip to Singapore Island Country Club,

not that it was paid by him.

Hahahah, but I appreciate the thought,

he claims it's his inheritance.

Had dinner at the restaurant there and we went bowling after.

Good food, good company, good fun.

Tomorrow's (Technically today) the last day of twenty eleven!!

Feels weird not spending it with the small group at Yaanmeng's this year.

I'm meeting dear Grace for lunch and there's watch night service in the evening.

Goodbye Twenty Eleven!!!!

2011-12-30T02:58:00.002+08:00

Maybe law school is better because it takes up all my energy,

it leaves me with none to be disappointed with the family.

2011-12-30T02:36:00.002+08:00

I can never be the best daughter no matter how hard I try,

maybe I should just stop trying.

It's like nothing I do can ever be good enough.

You know there comes a point of time when I become so indifferent towards relationships,

and then I stop trying to do anything about them.

Is understanding and appreciating really that difficult?

Too much to ask for?

2011-12-29T16:53:00.001+08:00

Can anyone not love sleeping?

2011-12-28T19:09:00.003+08:00

The thought of school starting in less than two weeks scares me,

honestly.

Anyway the days have been good apart from the fact I'm having a cold today and I'm waiting in fear every second for the man whose car I scratched to call me.

High-tea with Esther and Michelle at Max Brenner on Monday to discuss plans for God's People in the coming year,

stopped by the Logos Hope ship as well.

Dinner at The Wine Company at Evans Lodge to celebrate Margaux's 19th afterwards.

Happy birthday beautiful.

Lunch at The Ship yesterday to celebrate Joel's birthday with the family.

It's always The Ship cos the mother really likes that place cos it's been around for the longest time.

Dinner at Holland with part of the Steamboat gang after.

I was too full from lunch so I didn't eat much.

Jon joined us for supper later.

And today is stay home Wednesday because I've been out to much,

and I'm ill (sort of) today.

So there's plans for lunch with Grace and PwC Christmas Party tomorrow,

FACT Christmas get together cum CherylKoh's birthday celebration on Friday,

and maybe Wicked and watch night service on Saturday.

I guess that's the end of 2011 for me,

it's indeed been the most impressionable year in a really long time.

2011-12-26T03:34:00.002+08:00

The sun cannot compare to the glory of Your love;

I don't quite remember having an identical christmas.

Needless to say this year's was great as well,

though it was with much less hype.

Just the usual Christmas party at Kelly's with the 4D mates and friends on Friday,

Annual Christmas eve dinner at the Aunty's on Saturday,

and church this morning.

Spent the day with Salad and Glenn.

We caught Mission Impossible 4 and walked around town quite a lot then they crashed my place and I drove them over to Chermaine's for a bit and finally home.

On another note,

let us always remember that Christmas isn't about the pretty lights, the endless conversations, the presents under the Christmas tree, the sumptuous food, the favourite season,

but of You the greatest gift that was given to us.

2011-12-25T01:19:00.001+08:00

Let our lives be an anthem of Your love.

2011-12-25T00:07:00.002+08:00

I have the best oldest brother ever.
Scratched his car against another last night and he didn't even scold me.
):
I feel so bad.

And you know what,
his license plate number came out for second prize in 4D today.
Why didn't I buy yesterday?
)':

2011-12-23T00:12:00.003+08:00

Midnight grocery shopping;

Drove out with Salad past 1am last night to buy groceries for the Christmas party tomorrow.

Slept only at 6am.

Sadly, their lack of appreciation / ungratefulness still bugs me after a thousand years.
Sometimes, I don't even know why I still bother to put in so much efforts to plan things for them.
Sigh.

Oh well, let's just hope tomorrow will be worth it.

2011-12-21T14:08:00.001+08:00

I love my bed, period.

2011-12-21T04:06:00.002+08:00

Feels good to have packed and cleaned up my entire (well almost) room!!
Haven't done house work in a thousand years,
but I vacuumed the floor, mop the floor, decorated my wall, packed my bags, hanged my clothes, washed the clothes, changed the bed sheets, also washed the bed sheets and fixed up a new table.

Never knew doing housework could be so tiring,
all the reasons why I don't want to be a house wife next time.
(Y)

2011-12-20T15:23:00.003+08:00

Packed my room yesterday and fixed up a new study table,
with the help of the brother.
Tahah attempts at preparations to study harder next semester after the disappointments from this.

Love the oldest,
he's always damn nice to me.
Dinner at this Penang diner at Coronation later,
serves really good Penang food at affordable prices.
He treated us (Salad, Zijie and myself) to dinner
Desserts and chilled a bit at Rail Mall later.

Dinner with the Aunty and sister at PS cafe later,
and desserts at Brunetti.
Oh dear, I'm growing fat during the holidays too.
):

Oh I forgot to mention I fell ill during church camp,
came down with stomach flu? / food poisoning? and I kept puking not stop.
And because of which I missed CherylKoh's 21st.
):
So sad.
Sucks to be ill.

2011-12-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

So that all may see and give God all the glory;

It's been the most mixed of emotions the past five days.

From sadness, to tiredness, to sickness and ultimately joyfulness.

Church camps are always the best,

because they always get me thinking.

Thinking of His grace and faithfulness,

despite my unworthiness and inadequacies.

More importantly, of dedicating yet another year to come to Him.

At times, I feel really ashamed of myself.

Because even though I've often said that I surrender everything to Him,

I still rely on my own strength to get by.

When disappointments come, I question.

I keep focussing on the sufferings that I've been going through that I failed to see the blessings He has given me as well.

I keep being the person that grieves Him.

But it shouldn't be that way,

because extreme surrender means praising God in good times and in bad times,

thanking God when things don't go the way I want it to,

and trusting completely in His sovereign plans for me.

And looking back at this year,

I know there are many times when I haven't been the best friend / daughter / sister / leader / student / teacher and you know just the person to those I'm around.

But I've always wanted to be that better person.

Yet I've been stubborn, I've been ungrateful, I've hurt, I've complained, I've neglected, I've allowed the things of this world to get the better of me.

And these long list of things could go on forever.

But you know what's so amazing?

Through it all, and as undeserving and insignificant as I am,

He has sustained me, forgiven me and loved me,

and it brings so much joy within me,

so much so that it's indescribable and overflowing.

Indeed, He is my joy unspeakable, love unfailing, author and perfecter of my faith.

2011-12-15T02:10:00.001+08:00

I did so badly for semester one,

I'm not sure what to feel.

2011-12-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

I've lost my matriculation card and I can't seem to log on to Oasis.

Nooo.....

2011-12-13T03:22:00.002+08:00

For the record, the holidays have been going great.

As much as I can remember,

dinner with the S28 girls on Wednesday and stay over at Cordelia's after.

We had Two Chefs for dinner,

oh yes and I baked at Zhengyi's before that.

Those girls are so cute, they said I needed to reach my annual bridge quota so we played so many games.

Annual Christmas Dinner with Corinne, Nicolette and Julia on Thursday.

It's like festive season gone wrong cos we had a steamboat dinner and we played mahjong.

But who cares, best company ever,

I love those girls so much.

More bridge and spades too.

Had lunchie with Wanting, Nicolette and Corinne on Friday,

I haven't met Wanting for a thousand years and it was really nice seeing her too.

Anyway I've been in KL the past couple of days.

The littlest brother is having his bowling tournament again.

Shopping has been good,

almost forgot what retail therapy feels like.

Cheap food making me grow fat(ter?),

I drove up to KL!

Met up with Qabir today,

his house is so freaking pretty.

And yes that's basically it,

my holiday.

Didn't realise what desperate need I was in for a holiday until today.

Glad I came for this short getaway.

I'll be back tomorrow,

possibly to do some readings for next year (IKR.), maybe meet up with Lydia for Kbox and supper with the PwC colleagues.

And then there's YM camp from 15th-18th.

So yes, I'll be kept pretty much busy til then.

So many people to meet up with still but so little time,

sigh.

2011-12-07T11:58:00.000+08:00

I dreamt about Contract results last night and it got released this morning.

2011-12-07T01:57:00.002+08:00

I should've watched Facing the Giants a long time ago,

I've been missing out on so much all these while.

It's so so good.

2011-12-05T00:39:00.002+08:00

Funny how I've got more time to write here during school days.

The weekend's been.. normal.

Friday was well spent because I met up with Amanda and Salad after a thousand years.

Seemed like just yesterday we had Christmas time in the city last year and it's a new year already.

Bridged and supper with Salad, Glenn and Nathanael after,

the brother very kindly lent me the car for the night.

Saturday was bad because I quarreled with the family,

met Zijie later that night to rant.

Today was better because I met the old buddies after a thousand years,

Alastair still makes me laugh til my tummy aches,

he is so retarded.

Happy birthday TITUS!! (:

Oh I got a haircut as well.

That's about it.

I missed Fenny's niece 1 year old party though because it got pushed back to the evening.

Busy week / month ahead.

Currently there's lunch with Margaux and Qabir at Holland followed by dinner with Grace at Coro on Monday.

Movie with Chermaine, Nathanael and Shwee on Tuesday followed by YM camp meeting in the evening.

Wednesday's reserved for the JJ girls.

Thursday's for Annual Christmas Dinner with the best girlfriends.

And Friday's bible study in the evening for now.

Then I might just go up to KL with the family from 10th-13th.

YM camp's from 14th-18th.

CherylKoh's 21st on the 17th.

Christmas party with the 4D mates on 23rd.

And more christmas parties to come in the later half of the month.

Ohmygoodness, typing out everything just made me realised how packed my December is.

How am I suppose to do my readings?

Nooo..

If you are my dear friend and I forgot to meet up with you,

please let me know.

WE NEED TO MEET UP.

2011-12-02T04:36:00.001+08:00

Reasons why I can never drink coffee:

It keeps me up all night, way past 4.36am.

2011-12-02T01:00:00.002+08:00

I'm holding out for a hero til the end of the night;

After exams have been good,

not that I've been catching up with the ones that I should,

that will come,

but that I've not been bugged down by school work.

Today was particularly good because I met up with so many people.

Lunch with the Mommy, the littlest brother and the sister,

followed by an afternoon well spent with my movie buddy Glenn.

I've missed how we used to watch and talk about all the rubbish ever.

Army and university got us busy,

hang in there friend.

Oh we had Starbucks because they were having 1-for-1 today.

Met up with Lydia and Penny after for some Kbox,

singing makes the soul feel good.

I've missed how I used to be so close to Penny back in the PwC days.

Finally, for dinner with the LTB mates at Adam Road Food Centre,

the so-good Nasi Lemak stall was close.

But we had pretty good Murtabak, Roti John, Maggi Goreng and Beehoon Goreng,

compliments from Hasisha's Dad's stall.

Oh yes, I think they serve pretty decent and reasonable priced fruit juice too!

Desserts at Island Creamery after.

Crim results are gonna be out tomorrow morning,

I'm am so freaking scared.

Why.

2011-11-30T02:22:00.002+08:00

East getaway;

I love living in the East,

have I mentioned before?

I'm gonna live here when I'm older.

So I guess this is it,

SCHOOL'S OUT.

Good riddance to exams and sem one,

it was so dreadful.

Went out with the classmates yesterday,

we caught Puss in the Boot!

The inner child within us released.

Some of the classmates.

Then we headed over to Shanice's place at Pasir Ris for a sleepover.

Omgosh her house is SOOOO gorgeous,

I envy people with such pretty house.

We baked pizzas and molten lava cakes (somewhat) for dinner and we caught a movie, and we played kinect for the first time, and we had good htht sessions.

Why do we only get closer to our classmates when we split up?

That sucks.

Anyway I think the most annoying thing about university is that we get new classmates every semester,

not nice.

Just when I got used to a bunch of people, life moves on.

Met up with the Aunty today and we had Din Tai Fung for lunch and Crystal Jade for dinner,

and we caught You're the apple of my eye in the later afternoon.

[Pardon the excessive use of "ands", I'm trying to squeeze my sentences into one]

And I'm gonna stay over here for a couple of nights.

Okay, bedtime.

I only slept for three hours last night.

2011-11-27T19:02:00.002+08:00

I just thought about something and it made me really sad.

Anyway tomorrow marks the end of year one sem one,

I made it through,

I actually did it.

)':

2011-11-26T23:42:00.001+08:00

Let's just get over and done with LS please,
I'm really not so interested in the legal system.

Holiday plans await.

2011-11-24T19:58:00.004+08:00

I woke up at 1pm today and then I just woke up from my afternoon nap from 5.10pm to 7.50pm,

seriously.

So much for wanting to study for LS,

I'm damn fail.

Time to leave the house for some food.

2011-11-24T16:57:00.002+08:00

That the semester is coming to an end,
meet my classmates from school.

The only class picture we've got, I think.

Hahaha.

2011-11-23T17:10:00.002+08:00

Crim was so difficult,
):
Haiyo, death by s300(c).
I'm really quite upset.

2011-11-22T19:29:00.002+08:00

So much for a 0.5 mod when it exhausted just as much brain cells as a 1.0 mod.

Tomorrow's the real deal, crim law crim law let's go let's go,

otherwise really s300(c) to me.

2011-11-21T23:36:00.002+08:00

I find it really absurd studying for a 0.5 mod that's only worth 35%.

An utter waste of my time when I should be studying for more important Crim on Wednesday.

2011-11-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

You're convinced it's information overload when you've got a splitting headache and you feel like puking.
Stressed.
):

2011-11-20T01:04:00.002+08:00

I'm so not prepared for finals,

I was looking through the past years crim essays and I realised I couldn't do a single one of them,

not funny.

Is it true that as you grow older your ability to grasp work just gets shallower and shallower?

I'd need a miracle for this Wednesday's paper,

and of course for everything else as well.

2011-11-19T00:15:00.003+08:00

But times makes you bolder,

children get older,
and I'm getting older too;

Suddenly I miss my JC days,
it's a wonder how I genuinely enjoyed myself in a strange way.
I was happy to be where I was.

Is it always gonna be like that?
After graduating from university,
am I really going to miss all that I'm doing now?

I don't like this feeling,
of missing,

more accurately of growing old.

2011-11-18T22:03:00.003+08:00

Need to finish Misrepresentation, Duress and Undue Influence tonight,
LET'S GO.

And I slept at 2am and woke up at 11am today,
this has seriously got to stop.
I'm damn pig.

2011-11-18T01:22:00.001+08:00

Headache,
so much to study,
so little time.
Should I not sleep tonight?

2011-11-17T03:35:00.003+08:00

It is proven,
brain works best past midnight.

Feeling really good right now because I just read finish a 94 page long case.
Win.

2011-11-16T12:22:00.002+08:00

It's a sure sign I'm burning out when I cannot will myself out of bed.
What am I thinking,
it's only five days to finals and I slept from 12am to 11am this morning.
):

2011-11-14T17:50:00.003+08:00

Privity is as complex as Complex Numbers,
miserable life.
):

I just slammed my hand against the table by accident and it hurts like crap.
I'm damn irritated that I'm damn unproductive and unfocussed today.

2011-11-12T17:34:00.001+08:00

My grace is sufficient,Aileen, my grace is sufficient for you.
For my power is made perfect in your weakness.

2011-11-12T09:14:00.000+08:00

Yay, the brother lent me the car for the weekend!
Sian but what can I do with it over this weekend since I've got to be studying?

2011-11-10T10:06:00.002+08:00

What a good morning;

Upon reaching Contract class, I could not resist the urge to get my Hotcakes so I dumped my bags down at 8.26am (class starts at 8.30am) and ran all the way to Raffles City to get some.
This is what life should be about.
Yay, I'm a happy girl today.
(:

2011-11-09T18:02:00.003+08:00

The sister delivered me Saybons and B&J's for dinner and Chicken Essence to study.
The perks of being the youngest.
(:

2011-11-08T01:00:00.001+08:00

Day five of unproductivity,
this has got to stop.
):

2011-11-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

Day five of unproductivity,
this has got to stop.
):

2011-11-07T10:43:00.001+08:00

It upsets me that I always intend to wake up at 8am but end up waking up at 10.40am instead.
Gah, where did the discipline go.

2011-11-07T02:12:00.002+08:00

For the first time,
I'm actually starting to understand what I've been learning in law school for the last twelve weeks.
Not funny it took me so long,
but I'm guessing it's better late than never.
\m/

2011-11-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

I overate today,

that's what happens when I try to get down to studying.

I just realised that they've stopped showing Ai on Channel 8,

no shit sherlock.

Now, don't judge.

I've been living in a cave.

I'm actually pretty amused.

2011-11-04T18:44:00.002+08:00

I love Fridays.
It suddenly dawned upon me that I won't be having classes til next Wednesday!
Better make good use of my time.

Three more lessons to the end of semester,

that is too fast.

Oh yes,

I slept for 16 hours yesterday.

2011-11-03T17:19:00.002+08:00

For the first time in the longest time that I could possibly remember,
I'm home before 5pm.
Feels so weird.

Time to catch up on my sleep,
I've been missing it too much.

The best part,
ALL MY PRESENTATIONS ARE OVER!!!!!
Once again, I've been sustained by grace.
(:

2011-11-03T11:25:00.002+08:00

i'm just about close to finishing three presentations this week,

God is good.

It wasn't so bad this time round.

2011-10-31T00:14:00.001+08:00

I've missed my girls,

)':

Thank God for tonight.

Last burst of fuel til the Finals,

I can do this!!!

2011-10-30T12:36:00.000+08:00

I'm counting up to Christmas.

2011-10-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

2011-10-29T16:24:00.001+08:00

Sleepy weepy, need a break.

Happy birthday Lynnieeee!

2011-10-29T10:15:00.001+08:00

Tell me again,

what am I doing in school at 8.19am on a Saturday morning?

2011-10-28T00:07:00.001+08:00

When faced between choosing to watch a movie, celebrate a friend's birthday or tend to your unending pile of work,

what do you chose?

2011-10-27T21:09:00.004+08:00

Mommy got me a whole box of Bean Curd Tart from LE cafe just because I told her I was craving for some.

Whoohoo, envy me.

And she delivered me lunch too.

Things that keep me going on in my pathetic life now.

(Y)

Ohyes! God's People dinner at Grace's yesterday night.

She's such a genius,

she makes the nicest home made chicken rice ever,

and matcha red bean roll.

Love the small group.

2011-10-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

Hahaha timetable for sem two is out already.

Even though it seems slightly more decent this time,

Penny and Lydia aren't in my class anymore.

Heartbreak.

Other than that,

I've got a four day work week again!

Happy is me.

2011-10-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to loose count of the number of times I've broke down since entering school.

That's sucks.

And I'm sorry that my Contract group has to see me at my worst all the time.

We sang this at YM yesterday,

let it be my strength for the week.
In Christ alone,
I place my trust and find my glory in the power of the cross.
In every victory,
let it be said of me,
my source of strength,
my source of hope,
is Christ alone.

2011-10-23T21:28:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I got those legs running.

Not that LFG was a let down,

but it wasn't as fun as I expected it to be.

Nevertheless, it was a good work out.

Apart from that,

I drove the car out last night with Zijie and Chermaine,

and I had lunch at The Straits Cafe, Hotel Rendezvous for Leaders' appreciation lunch today,

so all in all,

good weekend.

2011-10-21T02:30:00.002+08:00

Having done up my calendar,

I just realised it's exactly a month more to Finals.

Like how fast is that.

Question is,

how much have I exactly learnt / know?

I'm so not ready for Finals.

2011-10-21T01:49:00.003+08:00

Above all,
no matter how tough the going might get,

enjoy the process,

it's always different,

it only comes once.

That is life,
fortunately and most unfortunately.